Feel Appreciated

Good morning guys! This morning is just an ordinary morning for me,nothing special but there was something irritable happened to me last night. Two friend of mines somehow have poured some sorrow powder into my heart. It was a very unpleasant moment.

Everyone wants to be appreciated. Even this psychology geeky names Maslow emphasis that human needs to feel that they are appreciated by people around them. Here is the evidence. 

This is what we call as Maslow's Hierarchy. It states a few stages of human needs. And,the most thing that human craves for is SELF-ACTUALIZATION or simply assumed as appreciation.

Sometimes,in life,I do feel unappreciated though I do something very well. It happens most of the time. Some people say world is cruel and I think it suits well to my life condition now.

For instance,a few weeks ago,my class were required to present about anything that related to health.Yes,I planned it very well with my friend,and it was a waste. We didn't manage to present in the way that we had planned. Yes,I felt angry,mad,sad and ... I think even the dictionary has ran out of words to describe my feeling at that moment.

But,the most upset moment was happening last night. I was eagered to chat with them. I thought I had been really care to know more about them. But,in the end,what did I get? Nothing. It seemed like my effort to dig deeper into themselves and tried to help them was such a big waste.

But,nothing I can do. They won't know what I feel. Currently,I'm very upset with what they did. 

And,because of that,a friend of mine thought that I was having PMS.

Distance

It's been almost nine months I stayed in Saser. Nine months without them beside me. Nine months without their laughter and all silly things that they love do.

Why I feel this? 

I feel incomplete. Some of my heart's pieces is missing. They left me with a bunch of memories. It only kill me. 

But,I'm optimistic enough to rise from this knock down and keep pursuing with my new life. I manage to go through. But,as times roll by,I realize about something.

I own fantastic classmates in Saser. They're super amusing and friendly. But,it only vanish my suffer temporarily. 

I just want to spend my time with all my friends...in Ipoh. Though I bring my phone to the school,but still it doesn't make the communication goes well. 

I just want to meet them,create double laughter with my good friends. I just hate this kind of virtual communication,because it doesn't make our interaction look okay.

I know,this entry won't change anything but at least I've expressed all my uneasy feeling about us...about our friendship.

Under The Moonlight

Sometimes,people don't really appreciate much about the beauty of night. They tend to ignore it and never realize,that the serenity can appear by staring and thinking of something at the bunch of stars.

Probably,people will think that I'm a weird guy as I love to watch the night's sky. That's what girl do while I'm a man and I shouldn't do that but who cares. As long it can bring my mind to the ease.

Nowadays,people own thousands of unsolved problems and yet they keep complaining. Their pessimistic thinking lead to unhappy life. They don't realize that something that looks petty is actually a good medicine to their unhappiness - watching the night sky.

Night - it's a time where everyone rests for recharging new energy to have a better day tomorrow. There's no hectic environment exists there during night. Only you,crickets,stars and moon. 

Just choose a right spot outside of your home. Watch the stars and meanwhile,listen to some good and slow songs. Think of your problems and it will vanish away gradually.

That's what I will do if I'm out of Saser where I have lots of time at home and I able to do those things,yeay! 

PS - Serenity hidden under the moonlight. Lie yourself under the bright moonlight and the serenity will penetrate into your soul.

I'm Wrong

I have a friend. Back then,I used to be happy and enjoyed every conversation with her. But,at some point,I started to neglected her. 

It was about status. Since I entered SBP,I thought of having great friends from super SBPs around Malaysia. Just to name a few - TKC,SSP etc.

I averted her. I didn't enjoy to spend my time with her. And,I had told her that she was not my true friend. It sounded cruel,right?

As time passed by,I realized something. My friend was a good person. That person did lots of good things to me but I was blinded,fooled by that status thing.

I wanted to expressed everything that I felt about her. I know I was wrong. And,I hoped I could turn it to be okay just like the old time. The old of me to you.

Insyaallah,if I were offered with a scholarship to UK someday,I would ask you to spend your time with me,just one day. I wanted to do the cliche things that today's teenagers did. Having a good day in shopping complex - watching cinemas,playing bowls and enjoying our meal.

I knew that you wouldn't read this entry but I hoped I could tell you about this someday. Insyaallah.

I'm really sorry,friend.

Sincerely,
Syafiq Z.

Little Things

I always see people around me keep rushing in everything they do. Eating,walking and everything in their life. What do they chase for? 

Back then,I loved to watch the stars and the beauty of the night. But,it was in Bainun. As soon I moved to Saser,that routine started to fade out. It programmed us like a robot. Did the same things again and again. Until,at some point,I wondered that my life really change when I enrolled here.

Its schedule was the busiest ever schedule in the world. My routine started in the early of the morning and ended at the late of night. Everyday. Learning - that was about the main thing in my daily routine. Completing homework,listening to the teachers,and revising everything that I've learned.

Up until one day,my friend asked me to accompany him to a place where we could see the night view of Seremban. Subhanallah,it was superbly beautiful,and suddenly I remembered about my past habit - watching the night environment every day before I hit the sack.

And,now I'm trying my best to make it as my habit again. Because my hectic life averts me from appreciating the beauty of night.Though it seems like petty,but it means a lot to me

The humans need to stop for a while and appreciate things around us. We don't realize how beautiful and great the things around us. 

Stop chasing for something and enjoy the world in your own perspective.

Wake Up Call

It happened about two months ago in Saser,to be specific it occurred toward me.

It was Additional Mathematics' time. While the teacher kept busy teaching us,she suddenly talked about a task that she gave to us and that stuff really freaked her out.

She mad at me. She told me that I was an irresponsible person. I was wondering why she said that. Such a mystery statement.

She explained everything about my MISTAKES.To be honest,the thing that she talked about me was true. Though it hurt me so much,but there was nothing I could do. I had to swallow every words from her.

Actually,I needed to send that task on Tuesday,but because I didn't complete it,then I told my Additional Mathematics teacher that I wanted to send it on Wednesday. I managed to complete it and I was lazy enough to send to her,so I asked for my friend's help to send the task to her.

And,that was the starting point she told me that I was not a responsible guy. There were many dumb things I did that she traced and she told the whole class about it. Such a blessing in disguise I guess.

Her words realized me a lot that I neglected my responsibility to many people and to my God.
I failed to be a good Muslim,an obedient son,a good student and a great friend.

Though I'm a not good enough guy,but still I'm still trying to be a responsible guy and hopefully will be a totally responsible and matured man that can care for his family and himself someday.

There are four types of responsibility that I concluded based on that previous experience. 

1) Responsibility to Allah SWT
2) Responsibility to our parents
3) Responsibility to our teachers
4) Responsibility to our friends 

In the future,we'll have a great responsibilty,especially for those married one. You ought to care for you spouse and your children someday. Wow,that was too many of responsibilities.

PS - I still afraid of commitments.

7 Months

7 months? What's happening? Just stick your eyes to this blog and I'll tell you about this thing.

Today is 3rd August 2013. It means that I've made my place in Saser for about seven months.

At first, I was totally astonished. Time walks so fast. But,that's the reality and for sure,there's bunch of good things and bad things happen to me in that span of time.

For the first four months,I couldn't accept well the fact that I've moved out from Bainun and every moment there during that time was torturing and difficult. I always think of my old friends and old school. The old place is much better than this new place. Once,I thought of moving out from Saser but when thinking back that it was totally impossible to happen,I just forget about that ridiculous wish. Alhamdulillah,I'm very thankful to have such an understanding and great friend who seems to understand well with my situation there. Every problems that I face in Saser will be known by Um first. Though she seldom answer my call,but at least I've someone to rely on.

After having such a hard time,finally I managed to eliminate that perception. I could accept well the reality that I'm a Saserian,not a Bainunian anymore. I spent my time mostly with my awesome classmate that tend to be naughty boys but who cares,I didn't care about what others say about us especially the seniors.

But,everything changed when some of us managed to be a temporary prefect and yes,they changed at all. Such a hypocrite creature. They dare to stab their own classmates. I kind of sad with their changes. But,humans are unexpected. They will do anything to achieve the things that they crave for.

Just because of that thing,me and Acap was called by an Allah's servant to have a "talk with". Honestly,I hated the way he treated us last night. Though he was a big guy in school,but he was freaking us out. Sorry to say,but you were the horrible leader that I've ever met. You thought that harsh way could meet the solution but you were wrong man. Only diplomacy could make us change. 

That's what have happened from the first moment I made a step on Saser's land until that "enjoyable" night. Actually,if I reveal all the details,maybe it can't fit in a blog instead it suits more in a novel. I hope that I can going through all this hardship. I'm feeling insecure since entering that school. But,if there's hope and will,insyaallah everything's going to be alright.

Lullabies

Every song has its own sentimental value. I'm used to grow up with this habit - relating something to a song that fits with it. 

A few weeks ago,my teacher gave me a picture and yet every memories in it were flashed back instantly . . .  non-stop. Days later,he messaged me a slideshow. 

For ordinary people who never know what's special about it,they may thought that it's only a cliche slideshow but for me,it means everything. Every picture in it contains 1001 special moments that only me and the closest people have ever experienced it.

There's something special about it - the slideshow's soundtracks.
1) Yuna - Lullabies
2) Faizal Tahir - Hanyut
3) Farish - Haruskah Diuji
4) Faizal Tahir - Biar

When I listen to those songs,somehow I feel difference. Let me tell you why.

Yuna - Lullabies
Every words from that song make me to think back for all those hard and good days that once we went through. They are my first love and will always be. If I could rewind back the time,I'll change my decision and stay with them rather than leaving them.

Like lullabies you are 
Forever in my mind
I see you in all
The pieces in my life
Though you weren't mine
You're my first love

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut
This song kind of a special song. It had made a place in my heart since I was 13. Every time I listen to this melancholic tune,the picture of Nabil,Aiman and Cikgu Faridzz will take over my mind. His words are arranged in such a beautiful way without mistakes at all.

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada pengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Farish - Haruskah Diuji

Though it has been almost 7 months I make my way out,but deeply in my soul,I can't accept this reality. That's what I think every day.

Namun pernah terkandas
Hasrat rindu tenggelam sepi
Mengumum dan merayu terhadapmu
Bukti kerinduan
Masihkah kau sangsi
Haruskah diuji

Faizal Tahir - Biar

My teacher once said that the key to happiness to let go something we love. Yes,probably it makes sense but it's the hardest thing ever. After the graduation day ended,suddenly this song was published on the radio and I started to miss everything about the old place.

Biar saja air mata mengalir terus mengalir
Biarkan lepas semua rasa perit
Perit yang manis
Biar saja air mata mengalir terus mengalir
Biar habis semua di bahuku

This Is Me!

Hi and assalamualaikum! Today,I'm not going to touch on motivational / friends / schools stuffs. Recently,I love to visit my friends' ask.fm page and the most favorite question that I'll ask is "Describe me." Sometimes,I'll laugh when I see back all those answers and the most amusing response is from Auni Aqilah - a friend of mine from Batch 29. Here,the epic collections of ask.fm answers from my friends and juniors. PS - I'm sorry for the small pictures. Big pictures only make my blog looks like a mess. Therefore,if you want to have a clear vision of it,just click the pictures and have a look!

-Auni Aqilah-

-Hakim Danial-

-Hani-

-Dhia Insyirah-

-Umairah-

-Fira Syafiqah-

-Arisha Nabilah-

Memories

4.55 a.m - I wake up from my sleep. The loud sound of speaker that echoes from my laptop stops my dream. Suddenly,I think of school session as school holiday is about to the end. I realize that now I'm a Saserian,not a Bainunian anymore. Back then,I never believe and care about what my seniors say about suffer that they face as they move to SBP/MRSM. They claim that they are not happy with their life there even one of my seniors that has a great communication skills take almost a year to adapt with the new school's environment. I know why they experience that. MEMORIES - it's the answer.

It's true that past MEMORIES in Bainun makes me to act like this. I always get tense and easily to drop my tears as this new place is totally difference with lots of sucks laws that I need to follow. Bainun is different. Even when I was in Form 1,I never felt such this horrible moment because every moment that I spent there was terrific and enjoyable compare to Saser,it's like a place with thousands of problems. 

I have to make a confession here - during the first week there,I cried. I'm not a weak person,but it was hard for me to accept the reality that all the best moments I had before had gone. I never tell my classmates that I'm not happy being there,instead I hide everything that I feel. I know that they are not going to understand about it. Only Bainunians can feel the sorrow just like my case,thanks to Alif(my Bainun's classmate) able to understand what I face while being there. 

Sometimes,I regret with my decision. I'm getting frustrated as one of my seniors are able to score 9A in SPM with 7A+ and 3A. She's not a geeky who just learn about 24/7. She was the active student. Just name it...school prefect's hi - com,orchestra musician,netball player and many more. But,still she manages to achieve such a great result. 

But,there's no way to turn back. I have to accept everything and keep moving forward though I know it's the hardest thing ever to pursue as the past MEMORIES keep haunting me. "When you meet someone,get ready to lose him someday."

OMB

Batch 29

"Only some pictures and memories will help me going through"

Just Do It!

"Just do it"? It sounds like Nike's slogan,right? Never mind,here I have a recent experience that I want to share it with all the readers out there. 

Actually,we had planned to busking long time ago and yesterday it happened. We played five songs that consisted of three English songs and two Malay songs. Before the busking session that was conducted in Polo Recreational Park,we had done a quite good preparation. At first,there was about five people who joined this but lastly,they couldn't make it as they had another things to do with their family.

On that day,I felt very awkward. During the journey to the park,my heart pounded like a speed Buggati Veryon (a great hyperbole,right?) as this was our first time busking session. The heat reached to maximum level as we stepped our feet to the park. OMG,I was dumbfounded at that time. But,who cares? JUST DO IT!

We acted like nothing happened and kept performing that five songs over and over again. Alhamdulillah,it was great. I never thought that we had spread our music aura to them,hahaha.
The most remarkable moment during that busking session was a friend of us - Khalisah met us and give a strong support. Thanks Eisya!

At the end of the busking session,suddenly I though about one of Aiman Azlan's video entitled Just Do It. He claimed that just pursued with something and never care what other envy people said. I had watched this thing really happened to my friend - Nabil. During he was a Form 2 innocent and cute student, he loved to play violin in the dorm and everyone always teased him for that. All he did was just ignored them. But,now he's a great musician for his age until my music teacher called him as a PRODIGY. 

If you want to start anything,just do it and never care what others might say. Keep moving forward and insyaallah,the people who mock you back then are going to grow envy in them as soon they see you success.

From left: Syafiq,Eisya,Nabil

Such A Good Old Time

"Alangkah indahnya dunia bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya." This is one of the HUJAN's hits - Muda that I really love. I wish it could be a reality but unfortunately,it just only a dream.

Yesterday,I had a great day with my BFF - Nabil,Syed,Aizad and . . . ATHIFAH! She was the only girl that joined us. Can you imagine,four guys and  A GIRL? But,be chill. She was such an open-minded girl. Things that we did yesterday were WATCHING MOVIE and for sure,had a LUNCH SESSION TOGETHER! 

I never thought that we could pass to watch a 18-rated movie - Fast & Furious 6. Luckily,Nabil was there. He looked matured(I guess) and he acted like a 20 years old guy. Hahaha,but seriously his acting was fantastic. The counter guy believed that he was adult enough to watch that movie. No doubt that this movie was the greatest ever for this year. Wow,it offered you with thrill,action and sexy ladies(I think this is the best part ever).

Seoul Garden was our next destination. OMG,this was the best part ever on that day. The food was scrumptious. Overall,everything was great. But,the most remarkable moment that I'd miss was . . . all the conversations,laughters and jokes that they made. Haaa,I missed everything about it. It really remind me of my old times in Bainun where my BFF be with me and did everything together. If music was not there,we might not have a strong bond like this. By the way,thanks for bring the sunshine back into my life. Seriously,I'd never forget our happy moments together.

PS - Me,Nabil,Syed(maybe),Aizad(maybe) and Megat will busking around Ipoh Parade shopping complex and Polo Park this Saturday. Pray for our best and if you don't know what to do on this Saturday,come and watch us!

We were thinking about our 5 Billion USD project.

We are cute and we know it :D

Goodbye Mama Athifah.See you soon ~

Path

Hi and assalamualaikum. Good morning! Alhamdulillah,the sun still rises up from the east side of planet with its ray that light up the humans' life. 

Allah SWT has set up a life's path for everyone. Everyone has different life path. It depends on what they want to achieve in their life and how do they cope with it. Alhamdulillah, everything's going well so far in my life though I face lots of crisis,challenges and obstacles that build me today.

From nothing to something. That's what my teachers have done to me. Back then,I didn't able to read a book,determine a number and write a line of sentence. But,with their extraordinary dedication and pure perseverance, finally they did manage to produce a successful person (so far) like me.

My story begins in SK RAPAT SETIA. I have to make a confession here - back then,I was a naughty boy. I loved to maka noise in the class, be a troublemaker and I SELDOM COMPLETED MY HOMEWORKS especially BAHASA MELAYU. No wonder I had been target  as a problematic student in my class for THREE YEARS! But,alhamdulillah,I finally got 4A's and 1B's. I knew I was not lucky enough to get 5A's. I never realize that the result I gained actually was the key to my another triumphs and there was something I learnt from that moment.

My Bahasa Melayu teacher - Mrs. Fadzilah,my class teacher for 3 years since I was Standard 4 until Standard 6 had said to me and the whole class . . . "Syafiq,if you were kept a good relationship with teachers,insyaallah you can get 5A's." I still remember her words. It's hard for me to forget it.

Yeah,I owe her for that wisdom words. I don't know how to pay off her deeds to me in shaping me becoming a good person now. But,my life doesn't stop until that moment. It flew gloriously after that.

I entered Bainun Secondary School in 2010. There,my real life began. NOTHING TO SOMETHING . . . I never thought that this school has dig up my real potential in academics and curriculum. I never dreaming to be an excellent student with a talent in music and presenting session. Alhamdulillah,I could cope with all the crisis and problems there.

Now, I'm a Saserian. I'm an ex - Bainunian. That's my life path. My previous life's path has been good so far. I wish that my time in Saser is worthwhile. I know that someday I could achieve lots of extraordinary things in my life. I know I could do it. Insyaallah,9A+ and number one in Malaysia for SPM. That's what I'm aiming for. Dublin,Ireland - I hope it'll be my next destination,insyaallah. Pray for my success. 

No matter how hard is your life,just pursue it with determinations. Insyallah,you may get at the top someday.

Here we are! 8A's is ours!

Me and Alia Zafirah(Seserian)

Me and UM(TKC)

They're the one who help me through thick and thin.
-OMB-

I love you guys. There's no one can replace
you in my mind and my heart. -OMB-

This is really an awesome batch. Thanks to all teachers
who have helped us to be successful in our life here.
-Batch 29-

Failure in Planning = Planning for Fail

Hi and assalamualaikum. It has been a long . . . long . . . long time I haven't posted anything on this blog. Why? I had my mid-year examinations. The questions that were delivered were easy but . . . I was the one who can't answered it well.

But,why? That's really a good question. I know that you crave for the answer and here it is . . . (drum roll) I PLAN TO FAIL! That's the main reason why I feel that I'm going to be in hot soup after this school holiday. Honestly, I didn't put 100% of focus during the learning and teaching session. My prep time was not well-consumed. I didn't complete all my homework. Laziness - that was one kind of satan that overtook me. There were so many things distracted me - the lost of someone that really remarkable in my life, an extreme feeling of missing my old friends and I kept thinking about going home.

From the first day I entered Bainun and Saser land, I never made a plan. When there was no any plan in my life, I had nowhere to go. I didn't have any idea what I want to achieve in my life and . . . it kept continuing until the mid-year examination.

I had thought about it as I finished my examinations. During my journey to Ipoh, I was thinking and thinking about it. At last, I made up with my mind. A life plan - that's what I really need now.

While I was busied searching about PLAN in the Google, I found something useful that could change my day and my entire life. I think it's useful for everyone yet every success person does this thing every day including my idol - Aiman Azlan (One of the famous vloggers in Malaysia with an awesome blog - aimanazlan.com).

WHAT - TO - DO - A - LIST  → This is what you need in your life! All you ought to do is :-

1) Buy a notebook OR a planner OR an organizer

2) Write the day and the date on the sheet of paper

3) Write all the things OR missions that you want to accomplish on that day

4) Make sure that all the tasks that need to be completed are REALISTIC!

5) Lastly, the important element of this method is IMPLEMENTATION !

I bet that you'll feel a great satisfaction after you have completed everything that you target for on that day.

Remember : Start your first move towards success today. Every successful people begin from nothing to something. If Steve Jobs - the technology tycoon that was once dropped from school could success, you also can be his place someday. JUST DO IT!

If I Were . . .

Assalamualaikum and peace be upon you. Alhamdulillah, once again, Allah SWT has given this  mighty chance for me to live on his Earth. Actually, I have a question that has been playing on my mind since I was in Form 1.

Back then, when I was a small and innocent 12-year-old kid, I faced one of important examinations in Malaysia's education system - Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah (UPSR). I expected to achieve 5A's. Though I had done good preparations, but still luck was not on my side. I got 4A's and 1B's. That time, I was targeting to enter SMKGR, but unfortunately I didn't get the chance to. Alhamdulillah, with Mr Raihan's(ex Bainun's administrator) aid, I managed to enter Bainun Secondary School. This was where my life started to change.

I loved music very much and it was apart from my life and Bainun Secondary School has dig up my potential in this field. Thank you so much Cikgu Faridzz, if you were not there, I must not able to be a musician today. Thanks for all your deeds. Music widened up my world. This was where I knew the meaning of a true friendship. This was where I met my true passion.

If I were the 5A's student, I must not able to be in this beautiful world of music. Maybe, I never learn about true friendship that only available in boarding schools.Maybe,I will keep engrossed in all those fake happiness and never know that life is kind of complicated.

When things are not happened as what you expected though you have put your best efforts to achieve it, don't give up. There must be a reason behind all those failures. Just keep moving forward because Allah SWT knows the best for you.

Dare to Dream

Assalamualaikum and good morning! Today, I'm going back to Saser and of course there must a little bit of grief in my heart. But, nevermind, just put that grief feeling aside as there's something more important . . . DREAMS.

Everyone in this world even a mad people has their own dreams and so I am. I've achieved some of my dreams - be a musician, presenter and achieve 8A's. I've lots of dreams that I want to make it real. For now, 9A+ in SPM is my target and National Scholarship is the one I chase for.

Dare to dream. Dare to take actions. Insyaallah, with great focus and efforts to achieve your dreams, you could get what you want. No matter how hard are the challenges that you'll face during your journey to your dreams, just pursue it with an open heart. There has been many people have succeed in their life. If they could to do it, you also can do the same thing.

PS - I got inspired by these two Malaysian vloggers - Aiman Azlan and Mat Luthfi. They're my truly inspirations :-}

Aiman Azlan - Just Do It

Mat Luthfi - Hari Jubah

GO

Go. It's a word that consists of two letters but bring deep meaning with it. The world has its own flow. In life, people will come and go. That's the true reality that everyone in this world will face and . . . I'm the one of it.

Back then, my best friends walked out from my life. Now, my practicum teachers have been gone from Bainun. Yeah, I know that my friends feel a deep sorrow even myself too. But, it's the reality. Every person who enters in our life will walk away from us. Maybe,it's because of the Izrail take their lives or they go for a business or a dream that they crave for. 

I never realize that I will . . . feel the lost. Lost . . .  and lost. There's no the right replacement for me. But, life goes on. I know that this hard time teaches me to be more tough. 

"Learn to let go."

Music . . . Blessings

I love music. I don't know how to describe how much I love it. I never thought that music can bring me to the world that offers me with friendship and happiness.

Allah SWT is the great planner. When I was in Standard Six, I wished that I could achieve 5A's in UPSR. But, I couldn't make it. Arghh, at that time, I was really frustrated because with such that result, it stopped me from entering SMKGR which was my dream school at that moment. But, with Mr Raihan's aid, I entered Bainun and everything was started there.

My father didn't allow me to learn music in my previous school. But, when I entered Bainun, without asking his permission, I took the chance to learn music. Wow, I was very delighted at that moment. My first instrument was clarinet and Kak Fadz was my mentor at that time. There I met Syed, Fatin, Fafau and Iera. 

Honestly, I hated clarinet but because of it, I had traveled far. I met lots of great musicians and experience the joyness of music. My life changed as my awesome and great music teacher  - Mr. Faridzz gave me chance to participate in Perak's Teacher's Day that was held in SUK building. I was in Form Two at that time. Then, once again, I got a great offer from him to play oud in Ghazal Seri Bainun or better known as Ghazal Stoking Berlubang, hahahaha. When I was a Form Three student, I was very lucky to be one of the musicians who lifted up the champion's cup of 2012 National Pop Orchestra. 

Bainun's musicians had been lived in "family" culture. Mr. Faridzz taught us to be like a family.

No boundaries between us though we got difference age. At first, I was not to use with this concept, but at last, I could handle with it. I love OMB's family. You were awesome!

Just now, I met Mr. Faridzz and one of the words that he said to me was . . . "Keep playing music. It is such great blessing to you. It makes you happy and feel good. If you stop your music's path, your life will be totally not complete as you've lost one of the great blessings."

Thanks to all music teachers that had taught me about music. Thanks to all seniors, friends and juniors who helped me to venture in the music's world. I don't know what my life could be if music is not presence in my life. 

"Keep playing music. It is such a great blessing to you. It makes you happy and feel good. If you stop your music's path, your life will be totally not complete as you've lost one of the great blessings."  - Cikgu Faridzz

Our great efforts payed off with a great success
that we achieved.

Moment of glory for us.

No matter what happens,keep playing music.

We are one big family - OMB.

Blessings

Tonight was an awesome night for me. I can't believe that I stepped up my feet on Bainun's land. OMG,it was the best feeling ever. I met all the juniors, seniors and my friends. Wah, what a bless to meet all of you.

At 9.30 p.m., we had a farewell's dinner with Miss Intan,Miss Afini and all the 29's batch members. Me, Nabil and Wan perfomed some songs. Actually, it was very bad. Hahaha,we only practised it for about 1/4 hours. Damn,it was really a bad perfomance, but still we were able to do it. 

Then, it was time for us to leave. The first thing I did before made my way to home was hugging Aiman and Nabil. I felt a severe grief but I didn't know why, I couldn't drop any tears. But, seriously, I missed you guys. It was hard for me to leave you, but it was one of the Allah's fate. We have to accept His plans.

Guys, before I go back to Saser, here are my last words.

Dear friends,

We've known each other since we were 13,

At first you were completely strangers to me,

But now everything has changed and you are my best friends.

Dear friends,

The dictionary has ran out of words to describe you,

There's nothing in this world can compare to you,

You are my life,

You are my soul.

Dear friends,

I still remember the moment when I was in trouble,

You held your hand and helped me to go through this challenges,

Your wise words have made me to rise up from this knock down,

And your jokes and smiles really cheer up my day.

Dear friends,

Back then I didn't have the chance to thanks for all your deeds,

I didn't own the opportunity to be with you for a longer time,

But trust me,

Though I was not able to do all those things,

You are my best friends till jannah.

Thanks for being my friends,

Thanks for being with me through thick and thin,

Thanks for cheering up my gloomy day,

And lastly thanks for everything,

PS I Love You.

Reunion

Alhamdulillah, I've safely arrived Ipoh. The first thing that came up from my mind was to visit my beloved school - Bainun Secondary School. As soon as I reached there, I was dumbfounded. I was totally shocked that I was in Bainun. It was the best feeling ever.

Block A was the first place that I went to. There, I met all of my friends. It reminded me back of my good old time in Bainun. What a bless to be a Bainunian. 

Then, I headed to surau to perfom Maghrib prayers. OMG, once again, I couldn't believe that I've stepped up my foots to Surau Annur that I've never been there for a long period of time. We stayed at the outside of the surau. We chatted and exchanged some stories and experience. What a bless to meet you guys.

Insyaallah,I'll be there again tonight for Miss Intan's farewell dinner. Bainun,here I come!