Wake Up Call

It happened about two months ago in Saser,to be specific it occurred toward me.

It was Additional Mathematics' time. While the teacher kept busy teaching us,she suddenly talked about a task that she gave to us and that stuff really freaked her out.

She mad at me. She told me that I was an irresponsible person. I was wondering why she said that. Such a mystery statement.

She explained everything about my MISTAKES.To be honest,the thing that she talked about me was true. Though it hurt me so much,but there was nothing I could do. I had to swallow every words from her.

Actually,I needed to send that task on Tuesday,but because I didn't complete it,then I told my Additional Mathematics teacher that I wanted to send it on Wednesday. I managed to complete it and I was lazy enough to send to her,so I asked for my friend's help to send the task to her.

And,that was the starting point she told me that I was not a responsible guy. There were many dumb things I did that she traced and she told the whole class about it. Such a blessing in disguise I guess.

Her words realized me a lot that I neglected my responsibility to many people and to my God.
I failed to be a good Muslim,an obedient son,a good student and a great friend.

Though I'm a not good enough guy,but still I'm still trying to be a responsible guy and hopefully will be a totally responsible and matured man that can care for his family and himself someday.

There are four types of responsibility that I concluded based on that previous experience. 

1) Responsibility to Allah SWT
2) Responsibility to our parents
3) Responsibility to our teachers
4) Responsibility to our friends 

In the future,we'll have a great responsibilty,especially for those married one. You ought to care for you spouse and your children someday. Wow,that was too many of responsibilities.

PS - I still afraid of commitments.