7 Months

7 months? What's happening? Just stick your eyes to this blog and I'll tell you about this thing.

Today is 3rd August 2013. It means that I've made my place in Saser for about seven months.

At first, I was totally astonished. Time walks so fast. But,that's the reality and for sure,there's bunch of good things and bad things happen to me in that span of time.

For the first four months,I couldn't accept well the fact that I've moved out from Bainun and every moment there during that time was torturing and difficult. I always think of my old friends and old school. The old place is much better than this new place. Once,I thought of moving out from Saser but when thinking back that it was totally impossible to happen,I just forget about that ridiculous wish. Alhamdulillah,I'm very thankful to have such an understanding and great friend who seems to understand well with my situation there. Every problems that I face in Saser will be known by Um first. Though she seldom answer my call,but at least I've someone to rely on.

After having such a hard time,finally I managed to eliminate that perception. I could accept well the reality that I'm a Saserian,not a Bainunian anymore. I spent my time mostly with my awesome classmate that tend to be naughty boys but who cares,I didn't care about what others say about us especially the seniors.

But,everything changed when some of us managed to be a temporary prefect and yes,they changed at all. Such a hypocrite creature. They dare to stab their own classmates. I kind of sad with their changes. But,humans are unexpected. They will do anything to achieve the things that they crave for.

Just because of that thing,me and Acap was called by an Allah's servant to have a "talk with". Honestly,I hated the way he treated us last night. Though he was a big guy in school,but he was freaking us out. Sorry to say,but you were the horrible leader that I've ever met. You thought that harsh way could meet the solution but you were wrong man. Only diplomacy could make us change. 

That's what have happened from the first moment I made a step on Saser's land until that "enjoyable" night. Actually,if I reveal all the details,maybe it can't fit in a blog instead it suits more in a novel. I hope that I can going through all this hardship. I'm feeling insecure since entering that school. But,if there's hope and will,insyaallah everything's going to be alright.