7 Months

7 months? What's happening? Just stick your eyes to this blog and I'll tell you about this thing.

Today is 3rd August 2013. It means that I've made my place in Saser for about seven months.

At first, I was totally astonished. Time walks so fast. But,that's the reality and for sure,there's bunch of good things and bad things happen to me in that span of time.

For the first four months,I couldn't accept well the fact that I've moved out from Bainun and every moment there during that time was torturing and difficult. I always think of my old friends and old school. The old place is much better than this new place. Once,I thought of moving out from Saser but when thinking back that it was totally impossible to happen,I just forget about that ridiculous wish. Alhamdulillah,I'm very thankful to have such an understanding and great friend who seems to understand well with my situation there. Every problems that I face in Saser will be known by Um first. Though she seldom answer my call,but at least I've someone to rely on.

After having such a hard time,finally I managed to eliminate that perception. I could accept well the reality that I'm a Saserian,not a Bainunian anymore. I spent my time mostly with my awesome classmate that tend to be naughty boys but who cares,I didn't care about what others say about us especially the seniors.

But,everything changed when some of us managed to be a temporary prefect and yes,they changed at all. Such a hypocrite creature. They dare to stab their own classmates. I kind of sad with their changes. But,humans are unexpected. They will do anything to achieve the things that they crave for.

Just because of that thing,me and Acap was called by an Allah's servant to have a "talk with". Honestly,I hated the way he treated us last night. Though he was a big guy in school,but he was freaking us out. Sorry to say,but you were the horrible leader that I've ever met. You thought that harsh way could meet the solution but you were wrong man. Only diplomacy could make us change. 

That's what have happened from the first moment I made a step on Saser's land until that "enjoyable" night. Actually,if I reveal all the details,maybe it can't fit in a blog instead it suits more in a novel. I hope that I can going through all this hardship. I'm feeling insecure since entering that school. But,if there's hope and will,insyaallah everything's going to be alright.

Lullabies

Every song has its own sentimental value. I'm used to grow up with this habit - relating something to a song that fits with it. 

A few weeks ago,my teacher gave me a picture and yet every memories in it were flashed back instantly . . .  non-stop. Days later,he messaged me a slideshow. 

For ordinary people who never know what's special about it,they may thought that it's only a cliche slideshow but for me,it means everything. Every picture in it contains 1001 special moments that only me and the closest people have ever experienced it.

There's something special about it - the slideshow's soundtracks.
1) Yuna - Lullabies
2) Faizal Tahir - Hanyut
3) Farish - Haruskah Diuji
4) Faizal Tahir - Biar

When I listen to those songs,somehow I feel difference. Let me tell you why.

Yuna - Lullabies
Every words from that song make me to think back for all those hard and good days that once we went through. They are my first love and will always be. If I could rewind back the time,I'll change my decision and stay with them rather than leaving them.

Like lullabies you are 
Forever in my mind
I see you in all
The pieces in my life
Though you weren't mine
You're my first love

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut
This song kind of a special song. It had made a place in my heart since I was 13. Every time I listen to this melancholic tune,the picture of Nabil,Aiman and Cikgu Faridzz will take over my mind. His words are arranged in such a beautiful way without mistakes at all.

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada pengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Farish - Haruskah Diuji

Though it has been almost 7 months I make my way out,but deeply in my soul,I can't accept this reality. That's what I think every day.

Namun pernah terkandas
Hasrat rindu tenggelam sepi
Mengumum dan merayu terhadapmu
Bukti kerinduan
Masihkah kau sangsi
Haruskah diuji

Faizal Tahir - Biar

My teacher once said that the key to happiness to let go something we love. Yes,probably it makes sense but it's the hardest thing ever. After the graduation day ended,suddenly this song was published on the radio and I started to miss everything about the old place.

Biar saja air mata mengalir terus mengalir
Biarkan lepas semua rasa perit
Perit yang manis
Biar saja air mata mengalir terus mengalir
Biar habis semua di bahuku

This Is Me!

Hi and assalamualaikum! Today,I'm not going to touch on motivational / friends / schools stuffs. Recently,I love to visit my friends' ask.fm page and the most favorite question that I'll ask is "Describe me." Sometimes,I'll laugh when I see back all those answers and the most amusing response is from Auni Aqilah - a friend of mine from Batch 29. Here,the epic collections of ask.fm answers from my friends and juniors. PS - I'm sorry for the small pictures. Big pictures only make my blog looks like a mess. Therefore,if you want to have a clear vision of it,just click the pictures and have a look!

-Auni Aqilah-

-Hakim Danial-

-Hani-

-Dhia Insyirah-

-Umairah-

-Fira Syafiqah-

-Arisha Nabilah-