This Is Me!

Hi and assalamualaikum! Today,I'm not going to touch on motivational / friends / schools stuffs. Recently,I love to visit my friends' ask.fm page and the most favorite question that I'll ask is "Describe me." Sometimes,I'll laugh when I see back all those answers and the most amusing response is from Auni Aqilah - a friend of mine from Batch 29. Here,the epic collections of ask.fm answers from my friends and juniors. PS - I'm sorry for the small pictures. Big pictures only make my blog looks like a mess. Therefore,if you want to have a clear vision of it,just click the pictures and have a look!

-Auni Aqilah-

-Hakim Danial-

-Hani-

-Dhia Insyirah-

-Umairah-

-Fira Syafiqah-

-Arisha Nabilah-

Memories

4.55 a.m - I wake up from my sleep. The loud sound of speaker that echoes from my laptop stops my dream. Suddenly,I think of school session as school holiday is about to the end. I realize that now I'm a Saserian,not a Bainunian anymore. Back then,I never believe and care about what my seniors say about suffer that they face as they move to SBP/MRSM. They claim that they are not happy with their life there even one of my seniors that has a great communication skills take almost a year to adapt with the new school's environment. I know why they experience that. MEMORIES - it's the answer.

It's true that past MEMORIES in Bainun makes me to act like this. I always get tense and easily to drop my tears as this new place is totally difference with lots of sucks laws that I need to follow. Bainun is different. Even when I was in Form 1,I never felt such this horrible moment because every moment that I spent there was terrific and enjoyable compare to Saser,it's like a place with thousands of problems. 

I have to make a confession here - during the first week there,I cried. I'm not a weak person,but it was hard for me to accept the reality that all the best moments I had before had gone. I never tell my classmates that I'm not happy being there,instead I hide everything that I feel. I know that they are not going to understand about it. Only Bainunians can feel the sorrow just like my case,thanks to Alif(my Bainun's classmate) able to understand what I face while being there. 

Sometimes,I regret with my decision. I'm getting frustrated as one of my seniors are able to score 9A in SPM with 7A+ and 3A. She's not a geeky who just learn about 24/7. She was the active student. Just name it...school prefect's hi - com,orchestra musician,netball player and many more. But,still she manages to achieve such a great result. 

But,there's no way to turn back. I have to accept everything and keep moving forward though I know it's the hardest thing ever to pursue as the past MEMORIES keep haunting me. "When you meet someone,get ready to lose him someday."

OMB

Batch 29

"Only some pictures and memories will help me going through"

Just Do It!

"Just do it"? It sounds like Nike's slogan,right? Never mind,here I have a recent experience that I want to share it with all the readers out there. 

Actually,we had planned to busking long time ago and yesterday it happened. We played five songs that consisted of three English songs and two Malay songs. Before the busking session that was conducted in Polo Recreational Park,we had done a quite good preparation. At first,there was about five people who joined this but lastly,they couldn't make it as they had another things to do with their family.

On that day,I felt very awkward. During the journey to the park,my heart pounded like a speed Buggati Veryon (a great hyperbole,right?) as this was our first time busking session. The heat reached to maximum level as we stepped our feet to the park. OMG,I was dumbfounded at that time. But,who cares? JUST DO IT!

We acted like nothing happened and kept performing that five songs over and over again. Alhamdulillah,it was great. I never thought that we had spread our music aura to them,hahaha.
The most remarkable moment during that busking session was a friend of us - Khalisah met us and give a strong support. Thanks Eisya!

At the end of the busking session,suddenly I though about one of Aiman Azlan's video entitled Just Do It. He claimed that just pursued with something and never care what other envy people said. I had watched this thing really happened to my friend - Nabil. During he was a Form 2 innocent and cute student, he loved to play violin in the dorm and everyone always teased him for that. All he did was just ignored them. But,now he's a great musician for his age until my music teacher called him as a PRODIGY. 

If you want to start anything,just do it and never care what others might say. Keep moving forward and insyaallah,the people who mock you back then are going to grow envy in them as soon they see you success.

From left: Syafiq,Eisya,Nabil