Distance

It's been almost nine months I stayed in Saser. Nine months without them beside me. Nine months without their laughter and all silly things that they love do.

Why I feel this? 

I feel incomplete. Some of my heart's pieces is missing. They left me with a bunch of memories. It only kill me. 

But,I'm optimistic enough to rise from this knock down and keep pursuing with my new life. I manage to go through. But,as times roll by,I realize about something.

I own fantastic classmates in Saser. They're super amusing and friendly. But,it only vanish my suffer temporarily. 

I just want to spend my time with all my friends...in Ipoh. Though I bring my phone to the school,but still it doesn't make the communication goes well. 

I just want to meet them,create double laughter with my good friends. I just hate this kind of virtual communication,because it doesn't make our interaction look okay.

I know,this entry won't change anything but at least I've expressed all my uneasy feeling about us...about our friendship.