Under The Moonlight

Sometimes,people don't really appreciate much about the beauty of night. They tend to ignore it and never realize,that the serenity can appear by staring and thinking of something at the bunch of stars.

Probably,people will think that I'm a weird guy as I love to watch the night's sky. That's what girl do while I'm a man and I shouldn't do that but who cares. As long it can bring my mind to the ease.

Nowadays,people own thousands of unsolved problems and yet they keep complaining. Their pessimistic thinking lead to unhappy life. They don't realize that something that looks petty is actually a good medicine to their unhappiness - watching the night sky.

Night - it's a time where everyone rests for recharging new energy to have a better day tomorrow. There's no hectic environment exists there during night. Only you,crickets,stars and moon. 

Just choose a right spot outside of your home. Watch the stars and meanwhile,listen to some good and slow songs. Think of your problems and it will vanish away gradually.

That's what I will do if I'm out of Saser where I have lots of time at home and I able to do those things,yeay! 

PS - Serenity hidden under the moonlight. Lie yourself under the bright moonlight and the serenity will penetrate into your soul.

I'm Wrong

I have a friend. Back then,I used to be happy and enjoyed every conversation with her. But,at some point,I started to neglected her. 

It was about status. Since I entered SBP,I thought of having great friends from super SBPs around Malaysia. Just to name a few - TKC,SSP etc.

I averted her. I didn't enjoy to spend my time with her. And,I had told her that she was not my true friend. It sounded cruel,right?

As time passed by,I realized something. My friend was a good person. That person did lots of good things to me but I was blinded,fooled by that status thing.

I wanted to expressed everything that I felt about her. I know I was wrong. And,I hoped I could turn it to be okay just like the old time. The old of me to you.

Insyaallah,if I were offered with a scholarship to UK someday,I would ask you to spend your time with me,just one day. I wanted to do the cliche things that today's teenagers did. Having a good day in shopping complex - watching cinemas,playing bowls and enjoying our meal.

I knew that you wouldn't read this entry but I hoped I could tell you about this someday. Insyaallah.

I'm really sorry,friend.

Sincerely,
Syafiq Z.

Little Things

I always see people around me keep rushing in everything they do. Eating,walking and everything in their life. What do they chase for? 

Back then,I loved to watch the stars and the beauty of the night. But,it was in Bainun. As soon I moved to Saser,that routine started to fade out. It programmed us like a robot. Did the same things again and again. Until,at some point,I wondered that my life really change when I enrolled here.

Its schedule was the busiest ever schedule in the world. My routine started in the early of the morning and ended at the late of night. Everyday. Learning - that was about the main thing in my daily routine. Completing homework,listening to the teachers,and revising everything that I've learned.

Up until one day,my friend asked me to accompany him to a place where we could see the night view of Seremban. Subhanallah,it was superbly beautiful,and suddenly I remembered about my past habit - watching the night environment every day before I hit the sack.

And,now I'm trying my best to make it as my habit again. Because my hectic life averts me from appreciating the beauty of night.Though it seems like petty,but it means a lot to me

The humans need to stop for a while and appreciate things around us. We don't realize how beautiful and great the things around us. 

Stop chasing for something and enjoy the world in your own perspective.