Dare to Dream

Assalamualaikum and good morning! Today, I'm going back to Saser and of course there must a little bit of grief in my heart. But, nevermind, just put that grief feeling aside as there's something more important . . . DREAMS.

Everyone in this world even a mad people has their own dreams and so I am. I've achieved some of my dreams - be a musician, presenter and achieve 8A's. I've lots of dreams that I want to make it real. For now, 9A+ in SPM is my target and National Scholarship is the one I chase for.

Dare to dream. Dare to take actions. Insyaallah, with great focus and efforts to achieve your dreams, you could get what you want. No matter how hard are the challenges that you'll face during your journey to your dreams, just pursue it with an open heart. There has been many people have succeed in their life. If they could to do it, you also can do the same thing.

PS - I got inspired by these two Malaysian vloggers - Aiman Azlan and Mat Luthfi. They're my truly inspirations :-}

Aiman Azlan - Just Do It

Mat Luthfi - Hari Jubah

GO

Go. It's a word that consists of two letters but bring deep meaning with it. The world has its own flow. In life, people will come and go. That's the true reality that everyone in this world will face and . . . I'm the one of it.

Back then, my best friends walked out from my life. Now, my practicum teachers have been gone from Bainun. Yeah, I know that my friends feel a deep sorrow even myself too. But, it's the reality. Every person who enters in our life will walk away from us. Maybe,it's because of the Izrail take their lives or they go for a business or a dream that they crave for. 

I never realize that I will . . . feel the lost. Lost . . .  and lost. There's no the right replacement for me. But, life goes on. I know that this hard time teaches me to be more tough. 

"Learn to let go."

Music . . . Blessings

I love music. I don't know how to describe how much I love it. I never thought that music can bring me to the world that offers me with friendship and happiness.

Allah SWT is the great planner. When I was in Standard Six, I wished that I could achieve 5A's in UPSR. But, I couldn't make it. Arghh, at that time, I was really frustrated because with such that result, it stopped me from entering SMKGR which was my dream school at that moment. But, with Mr Raihan's aid, I entered Bainun and everything was started there.

My father didn't allow me to learn music in my previous school. But, when I entered Bainun, without asking his permission, I took the chance to learn music. Wow, I was very delighted at that moment. My first instrument was clarinet and Kak Fadz was my mentor at that time. There I met Syed, Fatin, Fafau and Iera. 

Honestly, I hated clarinet but because of it, I had traveled far. I met lots of great musicians and experience the joyness of music. My life changed as my awesome and great music teacher  - Mr. Faridzz gave me chance to participate in Perak's Teacher's Day that was held in SUK building. I was in Form Two at that time. Then, once again, I got a great offer from him to play oud in Ghazal Seri Bainun or better known as Ghazal Stoking Berlubang, hahahaha. When I was a Form Three student, I was very lucky to be one of the musicians who lifted up the champion's cup of 2012 National Pop Orchestra. 

Bainun's musicians had been lived in "family" culture. Mr. Faridzz taught us to be like a family.

No boundaries between us though we got difference age. At first, I was not to use with this concept, but at last, I could handle with it. I love OMB's family. You were awesome!

Just now, I met Mr. Faridzz and one of the words that he said to me was . . . "Keep playing music. It is such great blessing to you. It makes you happy and feel good. If you stop your music's path, your life will be totally not complete as you've lost one of the great blessings."

Thanks to all music teachers that had taught me about music. Thanks to all seniors, friends and juniors who helped me to venture in the music's world. I don't know what my life could be if music is not presence in my life. 

"Keep playing music. It is such a great blessing to you. It makes you happy and feel good. If you stop your music's path, your life will be totally not complete as you've lost one of the great blessings."  - Cikgu Faridzz

Our great efforts payed off with a great success
that we achieved.

Moment of glory for us.

No matter what happens,keep playing music.

We are one big family - OMB.

Blessings

Tonight was an awesome night for me. I can't believe that I stepped up my feet on Bainun's land. OMG,it was the best feeling ever. I met all the juniors, seniors and my friends. Wah, what a bless to meet all of you.

At 9.30 p.m., we had a farewell's dinner with Miss Intan,Miss Afini and all the 29's batch members. Me, Nabil and Wan perfomed some songs. Actually, it was very bad. Hahaha,we only practised it for about 1/4 hours. Damn,it was really a bad perfomance, but still we were able to do it. 

Then, it was time for us to leave. The first thing I did before made my way to home was hugging Aiman and Nabil. I felt a severe grief but I didn't know why, I couldn't drop any tears. But, seriously, I missed you guys. It was hard for me to leave you, but it was one of the Allah's fate. We have to accept His plans.

Guys, before I go back to Saser, here are my last words.

Dear friends,

We've known each other since we were 13,

At first you were completely strangers to me,

But now everything has changed and you are my best friends.

Dear friends,

The dictionary has ran out of words to describe you,

There's nothing in this world can compare to you,

You are my life,

You are my soul.

Dear friends,

I still remember the moment when I was in trouble,

You held your hand and helped me to go through this challenges,

Your wise words have made me to rise up from this knock down,

And your jokes and smiles really cheer up my day.

Dear friends,

Back then I didn't have the chance to thanks for all your deeds,

I didn't own the opportunity to be with you for a longer time,

But trust me,

Though I was not able to do all those things,

You are my best friends till jannah.

Thanks for being my friends,

Thanks for being with me through thick and thin,

Thanks for cheering up my gloomy day,

And lastly thanks for everything,

PS I Love You.

Reunion

Alhamdulillah, I've safely arrived Ipoh. The first thing that came up from my mind was to visit my beloved school - Bainun Secondary School. As soon as I reached there, I was dumbfounded. I was totally shocked that I was in Bainun. It was the best feeling ever.

Block A was the first place that I went to. There, I met all of my friends. It reminded me back of my good old time in Bainun. What a bless to be a Bainunian. 

Then, I headed to surau to perfom Maghrib prayers. OMG, once again, I couldn't believe that I've stepped up my foots to Surau Annur that I've never been there for a long period of time. We stayed at the outside of the surau. We chatted and exchanged some stories and experience. What a bless to meet you guys.

Insyaallah,I'll be there again tonight for Miss Intan's farewell dinner. Bainun,here I come!

When I Was Bainunian

29th January 2013. That date really brought lots of significant things to me. First, I leaved Bainun and headed to Saser and started my life as a Saserian, not a Bainunian. I was delighted to be one of the lucky boys to enter that mighty school that offered you with excellence in education. But, I never realized the impacts that I would experience after I moving there. 

Seriously, my first week being a Saserian was the hardest part ever. Back then, there would be my best friends who would cheer up my day and turned it from gloomy to happy. But, after passing the school gate, I had no one. Everyone around me was completely strangers to me. One fine day, I didn't realize that my crystal tears dropped from my eyes. That moment,I felt a deep sorrow that I never felt before. I lost something remarkable to my life. It was going to be a hard moment, but life goes on.

Your absence in my life had driven me to write poems specially for you guys. You were my truly inspiration. I never had the ability to compose any words of poem before,but suddenly it happened.

Every day, I would find a remote area in the school which I could be alone without any disturbance. I loved to sit alone on the stairs and observed the beauty of the skies and the shinning light that came from the nearest city. With the slow wind blew through my strands of hairs and moderate-sized fingers, suddenly all of our bittersweet memories came across my mind. No wonder they said that we had a very strong bond that was very hard to destroy.

Hahaha, I would burst into laughters when thinking back about all those silly things that we did together and you were the one who I relied to when problems seemed to burden me a lot. I was very grateful to be blessed with you, guys. With the presence of you, I started to learn about how did a sweet friendship was and I was really owe by you with all your sincerely deeds.

Here,are some pictures that have their own stories that hidden safely in it.

We enjoyed our life as musicians and friends.
We had a beautiful life.
But,now it is only left as bundle of
unforgettable memories.

I never realize that I'll be losing them someday.

One of the memorable moment in my life.
Achieved 8A's was a really bless.

Everyone has different ways.
But,these differences unite us.

They are my friends.They are my family.
But,most importantly,they are everything to me.
There's nothing can replace you,friends.

This is the end of a beautiful friendship story.
It reminds of how sweet are our friendship.
Music - that is our life.
It unites us.